How do you handle hallucinations without medication?

I've been sick for years. I could tell you to try vitamin therapy and do large doses if you can afford it and try to keep quiet around you, but because you are going to be demonized for people's pleasure now that you are sick, I feel you should just end it. I've suffered for 10 years with that, with the same problem, ups and downs with your illness, I've tried medicine that never worked either and even went up on the scale because of such and I tried vitamins, which worked somewhat. But, in truth, as a survivor, this is not something to brush aside and experiment with, because in spite of what every dumb liar wants to tell you (such as cures and being able to survive), and no matter what people think of you, it is insurmountable. And, I tell you this after a horrible life, with 10 years of experience. When I was young and 19 and just like you, I thought I could live with it, overcome it and that I was strong and could reduce it. People told me that these manifestations were simply fears I'd outgrow or because I had "inherited it" but I would have children and it would skip a generation. Life is impossible with it, you're going to die anyhow and all my friends successfully ended their lives because of it and don't let anyone tell you you can live this one down. You're no guinea pig for someone else, kill your body so the disease goes away. Your friend, anon.